I'm probably the only person in the world who doesn't enjoy .?

i don't think your problem is as rare as you think. many women suffer from similar feelings (myself included) in addition to the fact that a large percentage of women just can not achieve s from l . good comes from good communication about it and telling each other your likes and dislikes so that it can improve for the both of you. i think things will improve if you take the time to talk things out between you and him and establish a deeper emotional connection. or maybe you need to re-evaluate your feelings for him. perhaps they've changed and your just not attracted to him anymore or care about him as much as you used to.